February 2012
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I really wanna talk to you, just anything, even if all you wanna do is yell at me or me yell at you, words out of your mouth to me.
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I AM SO CONFUSED
I know people want to help,
and they ask me how i’m doing, when they already know the answer.
I know people want to help,
so they bring it up, but it only makes it harder not to cry.
I know people want to help,
so they ask me questions. but really they only want to get in my business.
I know people want to help,
actually, people don’t want to help.
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My favorite place on earth = my bed
The safest and most comfortable
My own feelings scare me
If you ask me how I'm doin I would say I'm doin...
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Xscape Reality with Words: MY Ditch of Love →
so true
thatplaceineurope:
Falling in love is like falling into a ditch…
Except you have a rope to catch or let go of…Which one did u pick?
I chose to hold on then let go
Now I am trying to climb back up, and I am finding that I need a new rope
Will you send me a rope down to rescue me?
I can’t fall again because I…
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You didn’t know my biggest fear:
That you did not care
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Cuz when your in her I know I’m in your head
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So I sit here crying,
Thinking about how much has happened.
Never did you once say you did not care,
You said just the opposite actually.
You never cared, why should I?
I try to put on a front but it weakens by the minute.
No longer do I feel safe, no longer do I feel comfortable here.
I just want to escape, please tell me how to find an exit.
It’s too hard for sit here and watch everything...
I want so badly to be mad at you, I want so badly to just sit and yell at you. I want to hurt you like you did to me. But I can’t. That is what kills me. Why can’t I do what you did to me? Maybe because the feelings I had for you were real. They were not fake like yours. I never lied to you like you did to me. I could have done so much more to you, but I didn’t. I made an effort to fix things....
And when everything is said and done,
You don’t care.
You didn’t care that you did it, you did not care that you hurt me, you did not care about anything that we had.
Nothing.
Everything we had meant nothing.
Yet I told you so much,
And shared so much with you.
You hurt me in so many ways and betrayed me.
And I’m sitting here hurt,
With no one to help.
You won’t even look at me yet you wanted me...
Bye
Emotions running back and forth,
One end is anger, the other sadness.
You show no compassions anymore.
Your actions speak louder than words.
What you did is unforgivable,
In your mind it’s not a big deal,
I wish I could understand how your brain works.
Nothing you have done makes sense,
Some of it is still a shock.
How did you do this to me?
With no guilt what so ever.
That is what...
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You hurt me in so many ways, i trusted you and you hurt me. I never want to see you again. You lied to me, lied to everyone else. I heard you and her. I was so mad. Then you said you didn’t care about it, you didn’t care about what happened to me. You don’t care about how i feel. You didn’t care about how many times you hurt me and lied again and again to me. To my fuckin...